Hey all,
Well...2 months since I last wrote. And I've barely been on here or done anything, didn't really hear back from many of you either But I am still going to write here for a few people who have asked how I'm going.

My relationship lasted almost 5 months. We broke up because it just wasn't working with distance. And my boyfriend was starting his Phd, and didn't have time for anything else. It is..the one thing he really wants and thinks can make him happy...so I sort of didn't fit. And he felt horrible that he couldn't be here for me like a boyfriend should be. We're friends that care about each other a lot and want to see each other happy. So it ended happily, no regrets and a lot better than anything I've experienced before.

So...I now have a little more time. But well..it's about me sorting things out for myself and getting rid of bad parts in my life. As of the start of this week...I threw away the cigarettes I had when I got really really stressed. I deleted all contacts with men who have screwed me up, as it was keeping me in the past and haunting me. And I've found a church family I feel comfortable and encouraged in, that doesn't judge or make me feel guilty.

And...I really want to get back into photography. I wish there were people who would collab with me. I really would love that.

Uni is busy, I'm writing articles and reports for journalism now..if you have a blogspot or blogger, look up rachnewhouse and feel free to read my first story, supporting friends of mine.

Other than that..I'm really confused about a few things at the moment in life. Just hoping God and my friends will guide and support me through it. Would love to hear from you guys and if you want more photos and the like.

Overall, I am content.